Saturday, March 15, 2003
I'll do anything to show my beloved how much
I care. I feel alive and energized by my love
for this person. I tend to live in my fantasies.
What Goddamnit song are you?
Back home. Having fun.
Watching Farscape.
Eating Mexican. Eating Indian. Missing someone.
Bought two Alkaline Trio cds today: Maybe I'll Catch Fire and a complilation of all their smaller releases. I can't wait until their new album comes up.
It's night now, and I'm without a car. I've got nothing going for me at the moment. I wish someone was here.
Cause I already miss you all the time!!!
I think the answer is to overdose on Farscape and Linear Algebra.
Listening to: Audinaut - The Knew You
Watching Farscape.
Eating Mexican. Eating Indian. Missing someone.
Bought two Alkaline Trio cds today: Maybe I'll Catch Fire and a complilation of all their smaller releases. I can't wait until their new album comes up.
It's night now, and I'm without a car. I've got nothing going for me at the moment. I wish someone was here.
Cause I already miss you all the time!!!
I think the answer is to overdose on Farscape and Linear Algebra.
Listening to: Audinaut - The Knew You
Wednesday, March 12, 2003
I'm sorry. I'd write more often but my mind always in shambles. My thoughts shattered. I can't decide whether I'd rather write a poem or a piece of fiction or talk about my so called life. How does one get as confused as I am? Maybe I'll organize my thoughts as I listen to songs.
Chevelle - Until You're Reformed: "Your martyr. You child. "
School is becoming annoyingly difficult, and I don't know why. I've also been applying for an internship with the Federal Reserve, but cannot decide which I'd prefer: The time in D.C. or a nice stay in England (while taking an Econ course at the London School of Economics). I really want to see England again, but I also really want a proper internship to get me started on my way. Ugh.
The Get Up Kids - I'm a Loner Dottie, A Rebel: "And last night... everything was right,,, the rain was gone. One summer night the only thing we know... shut your eyes. Whe you wake up I'll be gone."
Someone's coming and going. And I'm sad. Not forever though, never forever.
Hmmm, Saves the Day - Nightingale... I think this applies to the same thing...
Fuel - Last Time... ok... different song..same theme
Pretty Girls Make Graves - 3 Away
I have no idea what this song is about, as they sing too fast. It gets me excited though.. but I have nothing exciting I want to write about at the moment so moving on time.
Saves The Day - At Your Funeral:
Ah! Here we go! Some manic-depressive stuff I can properly play air guitar to. My life is moving too fast. Already 19. I feel as I should grab onto everything around me and hold on for dear life, maybe to slow myself down.
Alkaline Trio - Sorry About that: "Without wearing a stitch of clothing."
Yeah.. depressing. ugh.
Alk Trio - Bleeder
aghk...
Chevelle - Until You're Reformed: "Your martyr. You child. "
School is becoming annoyingly difficult, and I don't know why. I've also been applying for an internship with the Federal Reserve, but cannot decide which I'd prefer: The time in D.C. or a nice stay in England (while taking an Econ course at the London School of Economics). I really want to see England again, but I also really want a proper internship to get me started on my way. Ugh.
The Get Up Kids - I'm a Loner Dottie, A Rebel: "And last night... everything was right,,, the rain was gone. One summer night the only thing we know... shut your eyes. Whe you wake up I'll be gone."
Someone's coming and going. And I'm sad. Not forever though, never forever.
Hmmm, Saves the Day - Nightingale... I think this applies to the same thing...
Fuel - Last Time... ok... different song..same theme
Pretty Girls Make Graves - 3 Away
I have no idea what this song is about, as they sing too fast. It gets me excited though.. but I have nothing exciting I want to write about at the moment so moving on time.
Saves The Day - At Your Funeral:
Ah! Here we go! Some manic-depressive stuff I can properly play air guitar to. My life is moving too fast. Already 19. I feel as I should grab onto everything around me and hold on for dear life, maybe to slow myself down.
Alkaline Trio - Sorry About that: "Without wearing a stitch of clothing."
Yeah.. depressing. ugh.
Alk Trio - Bleeder
aghk...
Monday, March 10, 2003
There!
Lasting slightly.
Touching quickly.
Fumble. Rumble.
Heavy hollering and
jackhammers in the distance.
Cackle.
I'd see fluttering.
Lasting forever,
What?
What was that?
You cried for a second there,
I've fallen this way before.
I want to again.
I can't hesitate
To Fall
For a Dickies girl..
a Vicky's girl.
Lasting slightly.
Touching quickly.
Fumble. Rumble.
Heavy hollering and
jackhammers in the distance.
Cackle.
I'd see fluttering.
Lasting forever,
What?
What was that?
You cried for a second there,
I've fallen this way before.
I want to again.
I can't hesitate
To Fall
For a Dickies girl..
a Vicky's girl.
Bliss.
